Tuesday, January 17, 2006 | 6:25 AM

Today was a bad day. First thing in the morning, got a piece of someone's mind. What threw me way off was the unexpected force of her combined verbal abuse and body language. It was kinda wierd because Dor was kinda unperturbed by it, but I got so affected by it. Dor was perceptive in pointing out that I seemed affected by her words. It was damn true. For one damn fucking hour during the lecture test, all I could hear were the words echoing in my head and it was terrifying because I found out first hand that things like this can stay in your head and make you go mad.

But after her pointing it out, and us talking a little about it, I felt a lot better. And I am amazed at the sense one of her sentence meant. Still, this reminds me of being overly influenced by certain signals and I hate it when I either gets it wrong or take it too hard. Help.

Then there was physics tutorial. We were given TYS question which Mrs Chan said only secondary school level knowledge was needed. And while everyone else was busily scribbling their answers, I simply couldnt make sense of it. Mrs Chan then walked over and said I was worrying too much and told me to relax. I would say that accummulated emotional stress thus take a strain on one. Because when Mrs Chan was explaining the answer to me, I think I scared her. Hmm, I hope she doesn't get the impression that I am like stressed to that extent cox there was something else which affected me earlier on.

All in all, the day was kinda bad, and I think tmr is not gona be anymore fun either.

Though again, I had loads of laugh just before econs started and during the break.

I am awed once again, by the beauty of life I saw reflecting off one's eyes.

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