Thursday, October 25, 2007 | 1:09 AM

I am not gonna make sense. Please forgive me. m(_)m



UWAHHH!!~ *squeals*

NewS's new PV is out!! (Haha, it is an intended pun)

but OMG!!!

Yamapi and Ryo!! And Shige! And Koyoma!! Ah!! Tegomassu!!

AH!! So cute!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Sexy suits and glasses and overflowing member-ai = LOVE!!!

On a just as excited note,

KAT-TUN is releasing a new single, Keep The Faith!!

*squeals some more*


As I said before, I am sorry :P

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | 4:10 AM

Yay!! I made a mistake!!

It is not a 3000 word limit, IT IS 20-FREAKING-00!!!

Yahooo!!! XD

I shall reproach myself for my bad memory later. And thank someone up there for my timely remembering

Anyway, I had finally got started. Typed out in simple English, a very rough draft with a word count of 1500++ now. X_X

Let's keep it up yeah!!

Oh and finally, for the first time in many weeks, I had a proper dinner with my parents tonight!
Usually I reach home at around 8 or 9 or 10pm so I end up having a very much dead fish overexposed to the air for too long as a companion for dinner.

It was really nice, though I suspect it may have something to do with my excitement at having attempted more than half the report.

But I dunno, with the big gusts of wind threatening to grow into stroms outside the window, I found myself looking down at my warm dinner, thinking about the almond jelly in the fridge, and suddenly, I felt safe.

Daddy, Mummy, I love you too.

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Monday, October 15, 2007 | 10:58 PM

Grr. Wanted to come online and search for articles, journals on family ideology. But LINC is absoultely useless, and after 1 hour of futile searching, I am freaking pissed.

A hungry mk is an angry one.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Anyway, I saw my classmate's blog entry on something and now I am kinda regretful for having mentioned that I went for a consultation with my tutor -__-

She was going "I don't want to know about my grades for the reaction papers, I rather not know." after I mentioned that I saw that my grade was a C. Maybe she is referring to my other classmate instead? We both got Cs. :( (So I wouldnt feel so gulty )

Sighhh, and I think my cousin got full marks for her project, my uncle was boasting to me on Sunday. T_T I hate being on the losing side. Well, I shall work hard so as to wipe that smirk off his face then.

Go! YOUtachi shall work hard too!

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| 3:03 AM

I just had my JS tutorial and am feeling really high right now!!
Haha, I am secretly happy that I managed to participate rather actively today. Let's hope my participation points would be sufficient to pull up my pathetic grades for my papers.

On a more sombre note, I have a 3000 word essay due in 4 days time and I have not started on it at all. I was recounting this tragic event to my classmates when I thought yeah I might as well distribute my stress and tell more people about it. :P

Anyway, I am like a walking zombie right now. I dashed off to M'sia yesterday for my grandma's birthday dinner and interestingly enough, enjoyed myself. But I so need to sleep now x_x

Ueda has a cute punching pose! Aww...

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Friday, October 12, 2007 | 4:52 AM

A couple of hours ago, I posted an entry while in school. At least I think it had been a couple of hours, time feels fluid in front of the computer, one moment you are watching and gushing over KAT-TUN vids, and wham suddenly 3 hours has passed.

Anyway, my point is, now, I am still in school. Sitted at the exact same computer. Still.

I think I am masochistic. Maybe I just love being a workaholic. I have been typing out notes and what not for my subjects for a few hours now and though my eyes are threatening to fall out of their sockets, and my body showing symptoms similar to the economy-class syndrome, I am still camped out in front of the computer.

I suppose this is my way of trying to maximise my time spent in school. (Might as well make use of the school computer instead of travelling home to find the computer at home occupied by someone else right? )

And probably my way of trying to make myself productive? Since it is likely that I would only be reading my scribbled notes before exams only, I thought I might as well make myself type it out so as to consolidate my knowledge no?

This had better work.

(No way, I dont wanna be a M, I wanna be S!) :x

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| 2:46 AM

Woah. I am listening to a CNM webcast now and it is on the kind of interpersonal life that we have online. Going into the 8th week of this module, I am realising that our generation is really quite dependent on the computer, not only for helping us with studies and work as such, but so much so that we actually have alternative lives online.

Well, actually those knowledge above doesnt really require you to take up a NM module and spend half a sem to figure it out, but now, I am better equipped with the knowledge to describe the processes, the factors, the consequences and there is this sense of efficacy that I am feeling because what I have learnt very much defines who I am, and what kind of people we as today's youths are.

And from this, a sense of excitement, anticipation of what the world, in a few years time, is going to develop into.

Haha, am I.. feeling that I have just learnt something?

*ignores the little voice in my head which is saying "isn't this kinda late?"*

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Monday, October 08, 2007 | 8:52 PM

Yay! Today, for the first time in a long time, I got to make my own breakfast!

Usually when I have school, I wake up to bread with margarine and jam, or some other bakery bought stuff conveniently packed into a box on my seat at the kitchen table. Haha, yeah I love my mum :)

Today, I am only going to school at 6pm for a marathon project meeting -_____-, so it is freestyle breakfast day :)

Let's see, I think my brother and I are pretty innovative when it comes to that. The ingredients are okay, maybe it is just how we go about preparing our breakfast which makes me pause sometimes.

My brother's usual method would be to put tuna on the bread, topped with copius amount of chili, before putting another piece of bread on top and popping the whole slab into the toaster. He puts the bread on top cox once he didnt and the chili sauce got entirely burnt and turned black. Even till now, I still wonder is it better to add the chili sauce after you have heated the bread actually..

For me, usually it is simple. Just that I tried having a banana with a slice of cheese before and it turned out well actually :) just that, the combi does sound wierd doesnt it?

Anyway, today's breakfast is normal.! I had 2 soft boiled eggs. Boiling the water and eggs I can handle, but, I still cant crack the eggs!! I remember back at Seoul Garden a long long time ago, I was trying to learn how to crack eggs (well since it is a buffet and you can take as many eggs as you want right? but no I didnt take that many) and till now, I still cant do it. :(

Haha, still everything worked out okay, despite nearly dropping the whole egg into the sink and having to fish out some pieces of shell out, I got my breakfast!!

It is a nice sense of accomplishment preparing your own food! Okay, with my coffee and breakfast, I am off to do some homework now!!

Oh wait! Someone uploaded Kanjani8's cosplay DVD!!

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007 | 3:31 AM

Yay! Got to meet up with Ali and Bee yesterday! We had lunch in the cafe beside the Science canteen. Oh my! The menu there is absolutely great! And the aroma wafting from the open air kitchen right behind the counter is like absoutely delicious! Haha, and they have green tea jelly! XD

And we even chanced upon this senior in Science who has always gone back to NY to visit Mrs Chan. During the announcement of our A levels results, he was there as well, and he actually recognizes us!

So it was like the first time the three of us are gathered together since school started. And so we ended up sitting there and chatting away for like 3 hours plus!! We were liketalking about what we had learnt applying the knowledge to real life.

So for example, the lemon tea I was having apparently looked like de-oxygenated blood. And Bee's coke was like I think highly oxygenated blood, and well Ali's is just plain ol blood :) Knowledge courtesy of the Nursing student and the General Bio student :) Hahah, discussing dissection and blood over my chicken chop felt cannibalistic to me though.

Then there was this whole Arts thing. Yeah, we have no correct answers here and lecturers' expressions turn funny when you ask them "So is headhunt a morpheme ?". There is a milisecond of the silence of doom before the lecturer explodes," There is no correct answer, go do research/it depends on you argue it/why don't you tell me!!!!!!!!!"

Haha, it was good fun meeting up with them. :)

Anyway, on my free day today, I went back to school for project meeting and ended up splurging 20 bucks on a ring and a macho necklace. I cant believe what I had done T_T

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Monday, October 01, 2007 | 3:33 AM

There, I have just described a very interesting part of my life today.

This is too much stress for my weak heart, please let the rest of my days be peaceful ones!

Oh, something that was disastrously amusing happened just now.

I was late for a one hour tutorial by half an hour, because... I was having a discussion with another tutor on the phone. Well, we were talking about my project initially, then we went on to chat about cut-off points and school and about the mass exodus of teachers a particular arts department in my school is having. It was like a bitchfest! XD

But, I am still sorry. I shall be a more responsible student next time! (> o <);

I had Krispy Kreme doughnut for breakfast today. Thank you JAM!!!It was a great way to start a morning!~

And I listened to some Gackt songs today, his voice is like o.O!! :)

I shall keep moving, and not slow down for this sem!! Choo choo!!

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| 3:12 AM

Today has been a horrifying exciting day. It was so tremendously nerve-wrecking that my frazzled nerves have been numbed to the extent that if you wave the 5566 poster I used to have at me, I wouldn't even flinch.

Let's see. This morning, on my way to school, while trying to get my ez-link card out from my bag, I left my phone on the stone bench at the bus-stop across my house.

Upon boarding the bus, past the second stop, I realised that my phone is missing and I alighted the bus to look for it. I mean I meant to.

The bloody bus driver ignored my pressed bell (maybe he thought I was being kiasu, pressing the bell for the 3rd stop) and sped past the stop. So upon alighting, I walked 2 bloody stops back to the busstop across my house to search for my phone.

And I couldn't find it. So I very nicely asked this guy sitting at the busstop to lent me his phone so that I could call mine. And nope, no one picked up but I couldn't hear my Liar Game OST ringtone around the busstop or from my bag either. SH*T.

I thought FUC* UP LIAO LAH but still thanked the guy for his efforts in a very civilised manner. Then I went home to called my dad and to ask him to continuously call my phone till the person nearest to the phone decides to pick up and find out who the hell was spamming that phone with calls.

In the meantime, I decided to catch up with the bus at its final destination, which is the Clementi Interchange. So figuring that it is cheaper to travel by MRT than by taxi and that SBS buses, though efficient, is still slower than the MRT, I travelled by train to Clementi, all the while mentally flinging curses at anyone remotely related to the disappearance to my phone, namely me.

Well, to cut the whole touching story of my reunion with my phone short, I did get it back in the end. Kinda shiok that my guess turned out right. Otherwise I wont be in such a good mood to talk about this whole situation with only a couple of censored expletives as descriptions.

And then they asked me to write in or call in to commend the bus captain. Apparently, when I first boarded that bus, the bus captain had already spotted my phone lying there and so he alighted the bus to take it in. Then upon reaching the interchange, he turned it in.

In the meantime, I was running around my little corner of the island trying to outwit and outsmart whichever imaginary thief I had thought I had run away with my phone.

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Okay, in the first place, it is a Philips phone, so nothing much to mourn over.
And the stuff inside are contacts, and yes music of dubious origins. Close but not the main reason why I freaked out over losing my phone.


It is just that...


I am scared of my mum, you see.

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