Wednesday, August 08, 2007 | 7:35 AM

Something just doesnt feel right.

It has been bugging me for the whole week and I am still unable to put my finger onto what exactly is going on.

It may very well be my unemployment. This whole staying at home thing is driving me nuts. The fact that school is so far away means I cant just conveniently drop by for a light spot of reading up or to make pre-lecture preparation. I wake up, spend an hour poring over the news, many more hours spazing out in front of the com, then the TV, and the cycle repeats.
If I ever get unemployed, I really oughta be chained up for everyone's good, and maybe get knocked out by a Maglite for my own sanity and safety. Otherwise I may very well decide to dress myself up as Batgirl and rid the world of its evils, seeing the other option would be to rot away at home into an un-identifiable lump of mass.

Or it may have something to do with the fact that brother dear seems to have absolutely no interest in his studies. Let's not even talk about mugging. It just irritates the hell out of me when I see him with the DS, or at the computer. And the whole situation has worsened to the extent that whenever Mum asks if he has completed his homework, he would start bringing up his whole moody-I-don't-want-to-go-university-I-want-to-go-to-poly act. I am fine with that, but once that verbal cannonball is launched, it turns Mum into... I also have no idea what it does to Mum inside her mind, but she is beginning to scare and stress me with all those lines she has been sprouting recently. It is all poisoning her mind and heart, what that sh*thead is mouthing off.

It might also be the fact that school is starting. Yeah. I am tearing myself into two, see-sawing from extreme jubilation and enthusiasm for a new bright and spanking start in life to attaining fear and stress levels of the Hulk magnitude. I am going mad.

I have listed whatever that is bugging me already. Why isn't the world righting itself? Why am I not feeling better?

Anyway. Bidding results are coming out now. Cheers.

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