Thursday, July 13, 2006 | 1:06 AM

People have different ways to deal with major emotion upheaval. Some cut their hair, some began to have an obsession about cleaning stuff, some stuff themselves with food, some mope around, some make drastic changes in other areas of their life and so on.

I suppose getting back mid year results like mine warrants some major emotion upheaval the size of a hurricane. But wierdly enough, I am not feeling like major depression or something. No, this doesnt mean I am not taking my grades seriously (and my chem really does suck). It is just a "ok, I-got-it-kind-of-thing". And when things come to that, it basically means that I probably deserved those grades. So this would mean taking the grades like a man, (err...) and work on getting my act right.

So I guess this is the time to tie those bandanas around your head, put on some inspiring music and put on this determined expression on your face and get your ass moving.

Right.

I think I shall just quietly get my work done and go under the radar for a while. But though I am not deserving of the right to be upset about my results (seeing that I deserved them, well, some of them actually), I can still join in the fun in making some changes in my life to mark yet another exam in my life, cant I?

So lets see, I got my hair cut (before I got the results), I binged on food (this occurs all the time, with or without getting the results) and I changed my layout! Whee!

I am not not taking my results seriously btw. It is just that I am seeing the greater goal and there is no time to waste indulging in those guilt and regret post-getting-back-of-results. Wont feel better anyway ma. So it is back to the books for me now I guess.

And so life goes on again.

|